No one ever plans to sleep out in the gutter

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 00:42:38 GMT

Goodbye Gardenofsores Livejournal

alot sure as happened since I started you.

well not completely good bye becasue ive got "shit" to clear up as much as possible

remember
"nerdslikenylon"

WEOW

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 00:07:42 GMT

New livejournal = nerdslikenylon

its is so ridiculously hard to make a layout

Ugh

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 22:20:27 GMT

I went to jason's house...god...I really dont like how similar his situation with KAtie is like mine with Sarah.
At least she's not hurting me anymore...poor Jason...I wish I could make it better.

Provencher's GF has turned out to be a fucking moron.

Oh well...at least its not my GF...
I really don't want to hear her stupid ass babel...but...regrettably I replied to her inherently stupid comment.
Oh well, it might prove to be interesting.

I think im going to make a new Journal...you know what?....Im sure i am...

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 18:14:13 GMT

Don't think about no future
and forget about the past
and make it last.

'Cause ~~tomorrow~~ may never come

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 16:26:26 GMT

Got my dealie to get my permit, after only like four hours of class.

I hung out with Katie yesterday. She's fun. I just don't like interactions between her and Jason remind me of Sarah and I...arg.

I miss Kristen...alot...

Napkin Flag is having a show on the 17t of July hopefully at the colbalt

check colbatcafe.com from time to time to see

Cut-out man

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:01:31 GMT

Im about to go to a driving school...erg..so fucking boring

Last night I had a strange dream but I dont remember all of it.
First we got pulled over and my mom has no lisence so I talked the cop out of giving us a ticket and what not.
Then alot of people were in a theatre watching the Phantom of the opera, including this guy i had never seen before but was like my best friend in the dream and sarah.
I went to the front of the theatre and sat on a swing and watched the movie and then went back after a while. Sarah was now sitting next to my friend and asked "why don't you go back up there?" in a bitchy tone. It gave me a weird feeling, one that I havent felt in over a year. I told her becasuee i didnt feel likeit and sat there. then we were in a classroom and sarah and this guy left at the same time. they came back and the guy was telling everyone how she looked naked and how he fingered her and yada yada yada. i became very upset yelling at him telling him he was a pig and sarah deserved so much more than that. Then I choked him to death and I hurt alot of other people and I was sent to a mental institution for four months. I came out and I went to sarah's house with skyler (i think) and we went to sell or buy weed from her. We got there and she said she had never smoked and neither had kyle(?). then we were in a house and she left with some guy and I carved four lines in my right arm and played a guitar song on it. It was completely genius but i cant remember it. then in my left arm i carved a little stick figure but I stopped when I realized something divinely profound( which I also really wish I remembered). I was about to kill sarah's now-asian parents but decided against it. I walked out side and she turned to me and the guy she was with just walked into a room that doesnt exist at her house. I hugged her and began crying and crying and crying and crying. I have never cried that hard in dream or reality before. I said something in her ear but all i remember was "(something something something),sarah"

and then I woke up.
this was byfar the longest dream I've ever had in my life.

dreams are strange, sometimes i think this is a just a really long dream and Im going to wake up somewhere, being like nine years old, but learning so much just by one night of sleep...
Im also stupid and retarded head poo poo man like that too.

ugh..
oh well

FUCK !

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 17:32:26 GMT

okay, so two trips to Austin's ago the whole car thing happened...
now...

I was supposed to go home yesterday but my disneyland card expires very soon and everyone was going today. If I didn't go today, there would be no way to again by the first of next month. And I've only gone twice which is NOT enough to pay off the pass i paid like 180 for.

So when I went home...I just came back with Austins and Crashed at Lorens house *by the way, NO ONE is funner to get high with than loren...its like smoking out a psycho panda*. We barbacued at like 2:00 in the morning and what not. then I went to sleep and woke up and then austins mom came toget austin. Lorens mom told austins mom (im not that mad though). and now im in alot of trouble...again...

Fuck...

I need to learn to just let things go more...and to not take moron advice of taking more risks.
fucking dumbasses...all my friends from alta loma about...
arg

~~Disneyland~~ =(

WEoW!

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 08:46:39 GMT

I finally finished whoring the shit out of my myspace with super upgrades to its memory archives and motivational modulators.

We tried to record today but the guy that we wanted to help us do it is going to Alaska for a week or something. We should the have the new songs listenable within the next month. shows should be coming up soon...A possibility is next month, around the 25th at the cobalt. We are trying to get alot more too...so if you know any venues, please inform me of them, ya?

I really don't understands people's obsession with sleeping. EVERYONE IS ALWAYS SLEEPING. You get to sleep forever when you're dead.
So im sleeping alot lately and STILL people sleep ALOT more than I do.
bothers me when im wanting to not be bored.

We went to Cobalt today. Hardcore shit again, but we left when the GOOD band was about to play.
I say good just by assumption...I mean come on! They had a stand up bass.
had to be good.

well, ya.
~~Love Cover Deceit~~

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 11:27:23 GMT

SHOULD I JIZZ IN SARAHS TAMPON?!?!?!

OR SHOULD I TEAR HER APART LIKE PIKACHU DID

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 11:26:35 GMT

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Sat, 25 Jun 2005 11:22:13 GMT

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LOVE AUSTIE CAUSER IS GAYH NKDF
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OKAY JACY AND I DID IT~!

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 11:21:03 GMT

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 02:46:58 GMT

I've been sleeping good lately...which would be good...except that I only sleep alot when im really and inexplicably depressed....hmm...but I really have no idea about what.

Lately alot more girls than usual are takin an interest in me...and in a way, its worse than being percieved as an ugly little ugly boy.
Becasue I really REALLY am not into the whole relationship thing lately. And it makes me feel stupid for not taking chances that I might regret forever...eh...Regret is funny

The waking life is such an Amazing movie...it makes you think...alot..
just dont watch it high...or you will have to watch it again in the morning becasue all you remember is the guy lighting himself on fire and that is not even the beginning of the happy happy good good happy good goodness that is good in the piggy pants stupy poopy

Last night...we were riding tricycles and i wrote this poem...it was about poo poo butt places and being seventy two roo's
and the last line was
"Who the B Suzey sue"

Ive noticed that ive not been so creative lately and I know why...and this also explains why more girls aare interested in me now that i think about it.

I am spending entirely WAY TOO MUCH TIME socializing and not working...

so...
I think i'll be a hermit for a while

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 05:16:40 GMT

I just killed a fly...
i feel bad about it.

Napkin Flag Finished hallucinogen std today, and wow...it is just SIMPLY divine with a divinity in the poo poo paints. Its kinda metally, which is totally not napkin flag...but its SO FUCKING FUN and catchy!(at least to me).
After that everyone got ready for my cousin's band's show...around eight people showed up...and then
it happened
The streets swarmed with them, the space out side was festered in their disease...the "scene" kids had arrived
I have never seen so many people that look like the same person just running around really fast, well...beside for asians...
heh
loren is asian.
this really fucking gay emo kid with x's on his hands was SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME AT DRUMS! but then i found out he took lessons for like three years...
it makes me want lessons REAL bad.
REALLY FUCKING BAD.
the next band was something about armor and homeless people or something. they had a girl drummer.she was good...
i think im in love with her

tomorow we are going to Dylan's again for napkin flag recording...so fucking good in the paints.

time for stonage

Dude like oh em gee, double yoo tee eff

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 09:12:48 GMT

Dude I swear to fucking god! everyone has a stick up their fucking ass today besides everyone that was at Dylan's house. oh and speaking about Dylan..
Dylan is completely awesome. He has dreadlocks, talks like an UBER surfer, and has goggles. He has this back room at his house that is a room with all these instruments in it thats for jamming on the stonage and for practicing...on the stonage. and then there is a room with a computer and super speakers and orgasmic rasputina songs....and the stonage room.
wow...
what a stonage room...and surprisingly i smoked more than i usually do and I didnt get nearly high.
Tolerance is bad for people without money...

We changed the song we wrote for a "Certain girl" from slutty mc slut slut to Hallucinogen STD. Its all dementia sounding and it it suites the std's you will extract from this certain girl just by looking at her.

I love it at my cousins house.

I almost got caught drinking 300 dollar brandy, that was fucking crazy

oh my god, " hallucinogen STD" is so good. i think im going to shit myself.

Becoming one pome

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 01:41:55 GMT

I was looking at the sky and suddenly felt detatched from everything...and full of inspiration.
so...
here it is.

"becoming one"

The sky, its sends it message
in clouds and heavy rain
they cannot stand the moisture
but it takes away my pain
the ether is a warzone
bodies thrown all around
distant screams of memories
now fail to make a sound
too bad that screaming inside
continues without fault
they have curing, luscious, red lips
my lips are glazed with salt
intoxicating and destroying
every love that I have found
my self-destructive path
pseudo safe and very round
I never have to venture
far to meet and end
I never have to search
the trees are my best friends
and when im sad and very down
they wrap me in branches
there is stay for quitr a while
with mr. ant and ms. mantis
some people ask from time to time
"where did that one guy go?"
"I havent seen him in many years."
"Do we really want to know?"
and here I rest in my heaven
talking to the moon and the sun
and finally when I perish
Everything will become one

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 17:33:40 GMT

I infiltrated the enclave base and fucking pwned the shit out of the the head of the secret service, " frank horrigan". I blew his heart out of his chest right after i cut the preisdents eyes out

TAKE THAT FALLOUT 2

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:03:21 GMT

I love finding new bands to listen to. today I discovered Cinema Strange, Sex Gang Children and the Virgin Pruneslisten to them they are very good.

Napkin Flag is going to be starting up again...I can't wait to do shows. Go to them, we will lick, spit and flirt with you regardless of what organ resides in your pants.

I cant find the fucking navigation chip, maybe its in vault 15

...And I kiss you good bye.

*MUAH*

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 11:16:32 GMT

i didnt go to funeral

I went TP-ing for my first time tonight...and I got buzzed off like three glasses of champagne

Harcore nigga like that yo.

I think the one thing that connects us all is the futility of everything we do. The search for meaning and significance is something we all share. \

Kristen and I went to the graveyard and found this rock where you can get a breath-taking view of Riverside. We stayed there for along time talking and thinking..

I liket talking and thinking...

and i was thinking and talking about leaving...and becoming a hobo...travelling everywhere and learning all of lifes lessons myself...its a big step

...is it worth it?

eh...

whatever

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:19:02 GMT

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck

I picked you out
Of a crowd and talked to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs
And out of view
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name you asked the time
Now it's two o'clock,
the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me
Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth
Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know
Who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers
They just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."

"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."

it hurts to grow up...
it hurts to accept the nature of mankind.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 21:59:05 GMT

shit sucks really bad right now...

which is why I cant explain why im so FUCKING HAPPY!

FUNERAL

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:41:33 GMT

I'm going....are you?

look what im babbeling about here

>>L.A.'S ONLY ALL AGES UNDERGROUND NIGHT<<
Friday June 17

This MIGHT be for "One-Night-Only"...

**This MIGHT be the LAST FUNERAL for a while...This is already gearing up to be one of the BEST FUNERAL'S ever!!!**

SO DON'T MISS OUT!
>>GRAB A DATE! IT'S BLOODY PROM NIGHT!<<
with guest DJ Dave Bats (of Release the Bats)

FUNERAL WILL BE HELD AT:
THE TIKI ROOM
301 W. 2nd St.
Pomona, CA 91769
In the Arts Colony in Pomona! Across the street from the Glass House...

visit http://www.bubastis.com/funeral

Wah wah wah, you're soooo P.C.!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 22:30:55 GMT

Listen to Atom and his package...and Alice in videoland

Michael jackson is not guilty on all counts!

pwned you little bitches

PI?!?!?!??

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 04:56:38 GMT

pi...is simply the most genius movie I have ever seen in my life...
I would tell you what its about...but it sounds alot more boring than it really is.

it really gets you thinking about order and patterns and life in general

its our habbit of orgnazing that keeps us from progressing...its a perversion of nature...
let chaos thrive, but understand it
predict it.

we are apart of it and there is no use in trying to seperate ourselves from it.
chaos is forever growing with every nano-meter the universe expands.

maybe it would just be best to get lost in it all...
give into the beauty and poetry of futility.
the pure spontaniety of spiraling dissassociaton with everything that you are permantantly one with.

the pure natural opium of losing control. the poetry of everything falling away from your finger tips...attatched to strings..attacthed to you...attatched to everything...

hmmm....

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 18:04:02 GMT

Eh, Danny as replaced me as rudys friends...
suprisingly I really don't care very much.

I hate when i feel like there is so much I need to say
WANT to say
but nothing comes out

except about how i want to say it but i just cant

eh

whatever